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Weston at nine(ish) months.

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Weston is a little over nine months old right now. Where has the time gone?! Everyone told me that things go that much quicker the more children you add to the family and I can say that that was absolutely true for us. It really seems like Weston's babyhood has gone by in the blink of an eye. He is growing and changing by leaps and bounds every day and I figured I better hurry and jot down some of the wonderful things he is doing right this very minute before they pass me by.

He started crawling on New Years Eve and ever since then its been all hands on deck around here! His personality is really starting to shine this last month. He is such a jokester and super mischievous! If there is trouble to be found, he can find it haha! His sister never really left my side as a baby so I never experienced those "when your kid is quiet, go lookin!" moments... but with Weston, he either wants to be held or wants to be off exploring. And when he's exploring that usually means he's trying to find something naughty to eat or something to climb on that should most certainly not be climbed on. He keeps us all on our toes, that's for sure!

He had his first haircut a few weeks ago and now he looks even more like his daddy! I sat him up on our kitchen counter and gave him some spoons to play with and then got to snipping. I scooped up a little bunch of hair to save as a keepsake and wrapped it in a little ribbon and then I took the last little bits outside and let them blow away in the wind.

He's not too big on solid foods but he likes bananas, avocados, pears and puffs quite a bit. He's also tries to beeline for the dog food bowls too. And don't even think about feeding him with a spoon. If he can't pick it up with his own hands he isn't interested. He has just this week started pulling himself up to stand on things and that new little trick coupled with his ability to climb the stairs has me a bit of a nervous wreck.

He has started saying his own version of a few select words. I think "kitty" is his current favorite (he's so obsessed with the cat!). He always says the first part of the word in this high pitched voice and it sounds kind of like "kiiiii-deeeee". "Daddy" is a big one too. "Na-nee"(Navi), "nie-nie" (nursing), "dah" (dog), "bah" (ball), "tah" (toss), "aaaaaahhhh daaaahhhhh!" (all done) and "eyyeeee!" (hi) round out the rest of his vocabulary. He says all of those words on the daily and every once in a blue moon he will decide to make my day and say "mum", but he usually does that when I'm not in the room so I hardly ever get to hear it. It's really amazing how much babies can understand even though they can't necessarily verbalize just yet. He is understanding more and more of what I'm saying every day and I love how his face lights up when he just gets it, you know? He has started using signs, so far just "all done" and "more" and he gets soooo happy when I respond appropriately and he feels understood.

Diaper changes are next to impossible as he flops around like a fish the entire time. He doesn't cry very often but I can always count on him to give a good freak out (complete with this terrible scream) if I wipe his face or change his diaper. He sleeps next to me in our bed and wakes up a few times during the night to nurse. He loves bath time and playing chase. He's so obsessed with his sister and if ever she's over at her grandparent's house or something for the day he just isn't himself. He crawls around the house like a lost puppy whining and searching for her, its pretty sad. Speaking of Navi, the two of them have really started to bond more and more now that he's becoming more of a big boy and its easily my favorite thing in this world to see their love grow and watch them interact with one another.

He loves playing guitar and toss with Chris and he is surprisingly really good at both. He still has a hard time nursing if there's even the slightest distraction around which makes it tricky during the day when I have a three year old running laps and jumping on the couch etc. He loves being in the carrier and will usually fall asleep if I wear him on a long walk or if I vacuum the house (the Sakura Bloom ring sling, Natibaby wrap and Kinderpack are his favorites. Mine too! ;). He gives the best kisses and he gets so sweetly bashful when people talk to him when we're out in public. He will be in my arms and someone will start chatting to him and he just gives the biggest toothy smile (he currently has seven) and then hide his face in my neck. Then he will peak his head up ever so slowly to see if they're still there and then when he sees them still there he will get all giggly and hide again.

He is such a delightful little baby to be around and he brings so much happiness to our home and anyone he's around. I must give those sweet little cheeks of his a thousand kisses a day and to say my heart bursts for him would be an understatement. We really feel like the luckiest to get to do life with this little sunshine boy by our side.


A hodge podge of stuff.

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Hi! I'm about to slap a bunch of links together and call it a blog post.

But first! Weston isn't a big eater. At least not for me. (Are you surprised? Is it because of his juicy tummy?) Unless its booby milkshakes of course and then he's all about it. He's recently become quite fond of my morning smoothie though... and this shot kind of makes my day. (and for the record, this one has bananas, avocados, acai berries, oranges, ice and hemp seeds)

We are going on vacation this weekend and I think all the promise of warmer weather has Navi kind of like "ummm why is it so COLD HERE!?"... the other day she told me she wishes it could be summer everyday.... I quickly reminded her without winter she wouldn't have any snow to eat. She contemplated that for a minute, jammed a handful of fresh snow into her mouth, "yeah, you're right!", and that was that. Until the next day when her hands were "so cold they're burning!" and then she didn't seem quite as convinced with my argument. To be fair I'm not at all convinced with it so I can't blame her haha!


Ok, without further ado...Things need to be shared! this is important stuff! ;) Ready, set, go!

My sister, Hannah, and I have reopened our shop Rad Earth Supply Co.... We stock the shop with things we love... Clothing we've designed, jewelry and soon we will be offering some home decor and all natural personal care items as well. You can find our website here, and our instagram account here. 

I made these sugar cookies... and lets be clear, I don't even like sugar cookies... and they were amazingggg! But THESE (totally worthy of the capitalization) chocolate chip peanut butter ones are my favorite for lifeeee!

I recently had a bit of a head cold. Nothing major but it wasn't a field day either. I found this throat tea while hiding out in the aisles of Target (Chris was driving the kids around the block, they fell asleep on the way to the store... a Monday miracle). Anyway, its really great stuff. I made it with a teaspoonish of raw honey and the juice of half a lemon and it totally felt like a layer of silk on my throat. Just thought you should know.

Have you heard the news?! J.K Rowling is releasing another book! Whoop whoop! My friend, Britt (hey, girl!) sent me a link to all the info on the Harry Potter continuation a few days ago and it totally made my day. To say I'm excited would be an understatement. (Flashback to that time we rocked Harry Potter costumes for Halloween here. :)

About a week ago, Chris came down with what I'm 99% sure was food poisoning. It was hardcore and left me scrounging the internet for natural, home remedies for food poisoning. Then I remembered something my friend Amy told me a million years ago... activated charcoal. I already use an activated charcoal powder for natural teeth whitening (this), so I know all about how awesome this stuff is... but I've never taken it internally before. Desperate times call for desperate measures. Soooo I went to my local drugstore and bought a bottle (I got this one). Chris took a quarter cup of apple cider vinegar (the good stuff. raw. organic. etc.) mixed with a quarter cup of hot water along with three capsules of activated charcoal and some applesauce. And that was it. The symptoms of food poisoning stopped completely and he was feeling back to himself in the morning. I'm definitely not a medical doctor so take all this with a grain of salt, just figured I'd put it out there into cyberspace incase anyone else was curious. PS- Wellness Mama is a great site for natural remedies and things. 

I recently saw this trailer for the next season of Game of Thrones and it has me so confused?!

We were watching the Republican debate the other night and I made a comment to Chris about how something about Ted Cruz's face didn't sit well with me.... and then this morning he sent me this... and I literally laughed out loud.

Bridget recently posted a link to a blog about a family that bought a horse barn and are in the process of converting it to their home. This kitchen reveal is kind of amazing! 

Ummm what else?

Oh! I've received a lot of questions about our highchair. It's this one... and for the record, it's every bit as functional as it is pretty :)

Also, for those that have asked, the coffee maker shown in the video of this post is a Chemex.

I'm on Snapchat. Do you snap? It's fun! and kind of humiliating. Ha! You can find me over there @tissespieces. And speaking of Snapchat, that silicon bowl/mat thing from my story a few days ago is rightttt here. Anddddd that classy mug? You can find it here. ;)

The end. Hope you have a great weekend! We leave for vacation in the morning! Wahoo!

Some thoughts on our first morning of vacation.

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Sunday morning blogging. This is a first, I think?

It's 6:30am. I've been up since 5:30, I couldn't fall back to sleep after nursing Weston. So I snuck out of our room and I'm sitting downstairs waiting for Chris and the babies to wake. I can see Navi stirring on the monitor so I know it won't be long now. I'm hoping for a morning walk on the beach before french toast breakfast.

We're in Mexico, on vacation with my family for the week. We just got here yesterday afternoon after a long day of travel. And speaking of travel, it needs to be put into these record books that I am so so so so proud of my babies for how they handled travel day yesterday. Both kids did absolutely amazing and I'm so thankful to them for the stress free travel experience. I swear when those tires touch down on the runaway it feels like a hundred pound weight has been lifted off of my chest!

Weston is in this beautiful phase of life right now where everything is new and fascinating. He's seeing and smelling and hearing and experiencing things for the very first time and, like with his sister before him, it's one of my very favorite stages of parenting. He was fascinated by the world outside his window on the airplane. Chris and Navi had seats towards the front of the plane but our seats were towards the back so we both took lots of photos of the plane ride for the other to enjoy later. ;) When we got to our hotel we were walking outside and I could tell he was amazed by the warmth and humidity and then he started reaching out of my arms... He was reaching for the plants growing alongside the sidewalk. It was such a beautifully innocent gesture and as I brought his nose close to the flowers and watched his chubby little fingers grasp at the leaves, my throat tightened with tears. He has the most beautiful soul...how lucky that I get to be the one to show him this world.

He's awake now, so I'll just end it there. 

 
I took this right after he woke up. I took him out on the balcony in his pjs and sleep sack. He kept reaching for the ocean and trees and saying "tuhh!" (That's how he says touch :)

Her last day as a three year old.

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This time four years ago I was going to bed early while Chris stayed up to watch the hockey game. In a few hours I'd wake up to my water breaking and by dinner time tomorrow we'd be snuggled up in bed with a new baby girl in our arms.

Today was her last day as a three year old- I have all kinds of feelings about that.  We made snow ice cream for breakfast and I painted her nails and she asked Chris to take a picture of her giving me kiss in the bathtub.

Tonight with a note of anxiety she said "but I don't wanna be four. I wanna keep my threes!"... And I totally get it. But four will be beautiful, my love. Just wait and see. 

Here is a little video of some bits of our her last day as a three year old. 
Her last day as a three year old. from Tisse on Vimeo.

Mexico 2016.

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We went to Mexico last month so I figured its  high time that I give some of our photos a little home here on this space. We went with my family and also my friend, Brittany and her family. Brittany and I used to vacation to Mexico together when we were Navi's size and the last time we were there together was for my wedding... so it was a real "full-circle" kind of thing being there with her and our kids all at the same time. Seeing our boys play (eat) sand at the same time and swimming in the same pool we swam in when we were little, it was just pretty special. 

Navi had the time of her life with my parents and at the end of the week- I'm pretty sure she would've just full blown moved in with them if we would've let her. Weston became quite fond of my dad while we were there. We joked that my dad was like Weston's own personal Rascal Scooter... He would hold Weston, Weston would point towards some ambiguous spot in the distance and say "tuhh! (touch)" and my dad would take off running in the direction of his pointing.... they were quite the sight to watch. You should've seen all the women on the beach fawning over my dad during this little game, it was ridiculous haha! 

My mom watched the kids one night and we were able to go to dinner with the over 18 crowd. I wore a dress and had my hair down and we talked without any interruptions (except that one tiny interruption when I had to run up to the hotel room to pop my boob out for Weston for about 5 minutes ;) My dad and I took Navi parasailing the day that we left... I should've known better than to trust the parasail guy when he assured me that it would be a quick process... but I didn't. It started raining while we were waiting for the jet ski to take us out to the boat and it pretty much rained the whole time we were in the air. Navi was such a trooper about it and I was so proud of her for being so brave. So yeah, we almost missed our flight, but we didn't. And Navi got to touch the clouds, I'm calling it a parental win. Chris might disagree ;)

Oh, and I think it needs to be noted that during our two flights Weston required not one, not two, but four poopy diaper changes, which took place stretched across my and my mom's lap- I wasn't about to brave the airplane bathroom with Sir Touches-A-Lot. Sorry in-flight neighbors ;) But seriously though, we had an awesome time and the kids traveled so nicely. Traveling with kids is such a different ballgame than traveling as a couple. I think its really important to keep everything in perspective and also to accept ahead of time that traveling is hard on little ones. And expect your schedule to get a little wonky and some regression in various areas and all of that but know that the memories you make will easily overshadow any of the struggles you face. Just thought I'd throw that little pep talk in there in case anyone reading is on the fence about traveling with little ones... or under the illusion that its a cake walk haha!

I just realized that these photos uploaded completely out of order...but with my ancient laptop it took about 498394 hours to get all these photos on here so I'm just gonna leave it as is (and hope that my slightly obsessive tendencies don't keep my up at night fantasizing about rearranging the photos into chronological order ;) Also, it needs to be noted that I've put this post together over the course of like nine thousand days and ten thousand interruptions and it probably reads like I'm absolutely insane...  but I'm not about to proofread it now. Whoops. Hope you're having a great week and that your brains didn't turn to scrambled eggs from reading this post! It's almost April! That means my baby is about to be ONE! Whattt?!?!

Oh, and PS: I was asked a few times on Instagram about the sources for some of our stuff so heres a little list for ya:

Buckle up for photo overload... it's intense! 













































Weston's Birth Story.

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It's April 17th. When the sun rises tomorrow Weston will officially be a one year old. Truth be told I'm having a harder time with it than I had anticipated. I've been working on publishing this story for almost a year now. It's been about 80% finished since about May of last year. I pick it up for a day or two and then tuck it away for weeks at a time. I think there is a part of me that thinks if I don't finish it, then it wasn't so long ago that it happened. And that if I finish writing it that somehow that will signify the end of Weston's babyhood... that I'll never be able to relive those newborn moments again. It was almost 80 degrees here today. The sun is setting and I'm sitting in the moss by the woods with my back to a tree. The chickens are dancing in the grass, grabbing a quick snack here and there before they sneak away to the coop for the night. And it is here that I am going to cry quiet tears and finish this story. Because it deserves finishing, and sharing. Because my baby will be one tomorrow. And I've held on really really tight for 365 days and maybe now it's finally time to let this story go.

I went to visit my childhood friend and her new baby on Friday afternoon. She had her first son a few days before, on my due date. On the hour and a half drive to her house I was having pretty strong contractions but nothing that I hadn't been having for the last several weeks. When I was at her house I had to stay on all fours in her living room for my entire visit because it was too uncomfortable to sit down on the couch. I think she was sure that I was going to have my baby right there on her living room floor haha! I ignored all the contractions because I had already had so many false alarms over the last four weeks or so. My due date was only four days prior and I had basically convinced myself that I was probably going to go for another week at least so I just brush them off as nothing. On the way home from Brittany's house the car ride was super uncomfortable because I was having contractions pretty regularly. I got home and gave Navi a bath and Chris put her to bed while I took a shower and then came downstairs to watch some TV. I sat on the couch for maybe a half an hour and then I was just so exhausted I decided to go to bed early. I told Chris that maybe this could be the night and I wanted to make sure I was well rested. 

I woke up around one in the morning to use the bathroom. When I stood up I half expected my water to break because so far the evening had felt pretty similar to the way things had gone the night before Navi was born. My water didn't break and I just had a small contraction when I went to the bathroom but that was pretty normal for me and nothing felt out of the ordinary so I went back to sleep. I woke again at 4:30 in the morning and felt like I had to pee, and this time when I stood up out of bed, my water broke. Chris was sleeping on the couch downstairs (he had been down there for the last few weeks because I was waking up so much at night so it was the best way for us to both get the most sleep), I texted him and said "my water broke :)". No response. So a couple minutes later I texted again "come up here, this is for real!"... No response. "BRO! Lets go! Baby time!"... That did the trick ;)

Chris came up to sit with me and we timed a few contractions, I was already at about 6 minutes apart and feeling cold and shivery which is how I felt during Navi's birth too. We called our midwives to let them know that it was baby time and they suggested that I try laying back down to get some rest because it could still be a little while. I laid down for about fifteen minutes and there was no way that was going to work, I could tell that things were moving quickly and my body wanted to be moving. I hopped in the shower and after about ten minutes I told Chris that he needed to call them again. Our midwives were traveling from an hour away and I wanted to make sure that they were able to make it in time for the birth. When Chris called them they said that they had already left. They said after hanging up they had a feeling I was progressing quickly and they decided to just play it safe and head our way.

I labored on my own in the shower for about an hour, listening to the birth playlist that I had made a few weeks prior. Chris quietly moved about our room, setting up the birth tub, bringing me water and food and various essential oils that I asked for. I have only one photo from this pre-birth time. I took it while standing in the shower. He looked like such a pro standing their hooking up the hose to the sink to fill up the tub, like the silent hero of the day, so I quickly snapped a photo, to remember him this way. The midwives arrived and I got out of the shower. I chatted with them for a bit and they listened to the baby's heartbeat through a few contractions. I started feeling my head go into a different place than it had been for the last few hours so I told them that I felt like I should be alone and went back into the bathroom. For months I had been imagining my birth. Setting intentions for exactly how I wanted things to go with the hope that when the big day finally came, my body would follow the game-plan I had laid out in my head. I was so in-the-zone at the time that I didn't realize that things were going exactly according to plan.

I got back into the shower and I could feel things intensifying. But it just didn't feel like it was any where near "go time". I couldn't believe that birth could happen so quickly? Within about ten minutes of me getting in the shower the midwives were coming in and saying "Ummm, I think you should get in the tub now." I brushed them off once. And then twice. And then I thought "Ok, if they try to get me in the tub again, I'll listen." They're pretty relaxed about things and so the fact that they repeatedly urged me to get in the tub says that maybe they knew something was about to happen that I didn't. Soooo they came to get me again and I decided to heed their request and hobbled my way into the birth tub.

Chris went downstairs to tell my mom and sister that things were progressing and that we would probably be having a baby within an hour or two. Within five minutes, I was pushing. Our midwife Anna ran down to get Chris so that he wouldn't miss anything. I never felt the baby's head when Navi was born, I was too afraid to reach down and feel what was going on. But this time, I vowed to do things a little differently and I'm so glad that I did. I reached down and felt the baby's velvety little head. Time stood still and I had this realization in my head that I was the first person to ever lay my hands on this tiny little miracle. He went straight from heaven to my hands, that felt pretty magical. With Navi I actively pushed for over four hours, so this quick and smooth birth process was all new territory for me. I put all of my focus on staying calm and present and breathed away my contractions and I let my body just do what it was made to do. One of our midwives ran downstairs to get my sister (she was going to be taking birth photographs for me) and she made it into the room literally the minute that our Weston was born. They laid him on my chest and I laughed and cried and kept saying "is that it?! That was so easy!" (I had dreamt that I would say this. I'm so glad that it came true).

A boy! We could hardly believe it. My exact words were "no shit?! are you serious?!" haha! He had the softest skin and the most beautiful black hair and his eyes just sank right into my soul the minute they connected with mine. He felt like magic- like in holding him I was holding a fresh bundle of stardust that had just fallen from the sky. He felt otherworldly. Like there were still bits of heaven dancing around inside his head. In just over four and a half hours after my water broke my sweet boy was in our arms, it was everything I had hoped for. We climbed into bed and within a few minutes Chris was going down the hallway to Navi's room to ask her if she wanted to come meet her new baby brother. He took to nursing right away and after meeting Navi and my mom, Weston and I took an herbal tea bath together before taking a nap. It was just the most beautiful and peaceful earthside entrance that I could ever have hoped for my sunshine boy. The piece of our puzzle that I never knew we were missing.

The first few weeks were a beautiful, hazy, blur. He nursed and we cuddled and he nursed some more. There were herbal tea baths and breakfasts in bed and my mom quietly buzzing around our house, preparing meals and keeping things in tip top shape. For the most part, Weston was a quiet and calm newborn. He has easily soothed and preferred to spend his time in the sling, close to my heart. And while I love the little boy that baby has grown to be, I would give just about anything for one more smell of his little newborn head. Oh, my Weston! We are so so glad you're here!


And now here we are, already an entire year away from the day he was born. That blows my mind and burns my throat and aches my heart. This has easily been the fastest year of my life. I went back and forth about whether or not I wanted to share this story or just keep it for myself. I didn't share many details from Navi's birth... but this time things felt different. I found so much comfort and strength in reading other birth stories and watching birth videos and such when I was pregnant. And while I feel incredibly raw in sharing this piece of our story, and these images, I just know that I need to to share my experience and give a little bit back of whats been given to me.

All of these photos were taken by my incredible talented sister, you can find her contact info on her photography page HERE.

The day she turned four.

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I just noticed that I still have this post sitting in my drafts folder?! From March? Not sure how that happened? Anyway. Here it is.

We went bowling for her fourth birthday with my family and a few friends. This was her first time bowling and she totally loved it... and of course after about two turns she was sure that she was a pro, freely handing out advice to everyone else. The bowling alley had an arcade attached to it and we spent some time in there as well- my dad and I pretty much cleared out one of those crane games with the stuffed animals inside. You get a stuffed animal! And you get a stuffed animal! After our bowling extravaganza we went back to our house and had cake. I took the cutest video of her for her "birthday interview"... I did this last year too and I just love being able to see the videos side by side. "Birthday interview" sounds really official but it basically consists of her sitting in a chair and me asking her questions like "what's your favorite book" and "what do you want to be when you grow up" etc :)

I'm so so proud of the person she is becoming. She is gentle and kind and smart with just the right amount of sassiness ;) and has the sweetest little spirit I've ever seen. Four years old! Gosh that happened quick. We love you so much, Navi! (And in the words of the birthday girl herself, " I love you all the way to Canada!" ;)







A little trip to Vegas.

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I went to vegas for the weekend with my middle sister, Hannah, for a little bachelorette type trip before she ties the knot in July (I don't know if you can actually call it a "bachelorette party" if its just the two of us though? haha ;).

We flew the redeye in on Thursday night and we were both pretty much walking zombies by the time we arrived. Buttttttt we didn't eat dinner before the flight for some reason so we had dinner after checking into the hotel at 11pm Vegas time - so 2am home time. 

On Friday morning we hung out by the pool and then walked the strip and tried on fancy dresses at the Rent the Runway store at the Cosmopolitan and did a little shopping. We called the driver that took us to the hotel the night before and asked him for a ride to my friend Amy's house. Apparently the only car they had available was a white stretch limo so we got to ride in (ridiculous) style to Amy's house in the suburbs haha! Amy took us out to the boonies and we were surrounded by nothing but desert and mountains and wild horses and it was INCREDIBLE! We took pictures and played and it was every bit as rad as it sounds. (Side note, Amy is a traveling photographer and she's amazing- see the photos of us desert frolicking below... so if you're looking for a Vegas photographer, she's your gal!). After our desert hangs we rode a super sketchy bus back to the strip on Friday night, not something I recommend doing if you're just traveling as a pair of ladies by the way haha!

On Saturday we went zip-lining in Boulder City. There was a 92 year old guy named Dale on our tour, the oldest our guides had ever taken up on the mountain. It was Dale's birthday and he was so determined to do the lines. The guides ended up carrying him on their back for most of the hike so he could go down the line and it was just so cool to get to witness that moment for him. He was a World War II veteran and had to parachute out of his plane after he was hit while flying over the ocean. He is just an all around amazing human being and such an inspiration... I hope I'm still doing cool shit when I'm 92!

On Saturday night we went to get tattoos and then went to the buffet at the Caesar's Palace.... but the wait was two hours long so we ended up going to the buffet at the Mirage instead, which was really great. We finished a little early and had some time to kill before our Afterwards I played roulette while we waited for our show to start and won $20. High roller ;) We saw the Beatles Love Cirque du Soleil show which was awesome! We ate breakfast the next morning at the Grand Lux Cafe which was right in our hotel and so tasty! We left the next morning and we were greeted home by 48 degree temperatures and airport workers dressed in winter coats haha! 

I'm so thankful for Chris and my parents keeping things running smoothly at home so I could relax and enjoy some sister time. We had the best time together and I've decided that a sister trip definitely needs to be an annual thing. I was so nervous about this trip, especially since Weston is still nursing to sleep at night. My friend, Brittany, told me "even if Weston has a hard time, its three days. You and Hannah will remember this trip for forever and this wont even be a blip on his radar". That really stuck with me and I'm so glad I took her advice to heart. So any mamas reading this that are on the fence about something like this, I vote that you stock your fridge full of milk and hop on that plane and go for it ;) 

Love you so much, Hanny! Can't wait to watch you walk down the aisle this summer :)

^^^ This is Dale at the top of the first ziplining run. What a cutie :)

A goodbye to an old friend.

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As the sun was rising on Monday morning, I said goodbye to an old friend. I spent the night at the barn with my mom and our good friend Dawn and together we walked my horse, Missy, across the rainbow bridge from this world into the next. My heart is so heavy today. 

Missy came into my life 18 years ago... and when I think of some of my fondest adolescent memories, she's right there at the center of them. The bond that grows between a horse and her rider is of otherworldly proportions. There's a transformational kind of feeling that happens when you trust a galloping, thousand pound animal with your life. When the wind is blowing through your hair and hers and not a word is spoken but you each can feel the other's happiness. The other's trust. The other's freedom. 

When I was a child, she helped to teach me confidence and how to be brave. When I was a teenager she taught me about loyalty and friendship. When I was a young adult and I needed it the most, she taught me about patience, and forgiveness. When I was pregnant she taught me about trust when she would put her nose to the ground so I could use her neck as a slide, and about love when she would gently touch her nose to my growing belly. And now that I'm a mother, she has taught me better than anyone else could, the importance of not losing myself. She has faithfully kept a light burning for me- to help me to not lose the me before him. And the me before them. And I'm so so thankful for that. And then last night, when I held her head in my arms and she took her last breaths, she taught me about being strong, and also about letting go. 

It feels oddly like she took a piece me with her when she left. Like that chunk of my hair that I cut off and braided into her mane was more than just hair. Words can never express how important she is to me and how much these last 18 years of friendship have meant. Peaceful travels to you, sweet Missy, until we meet again. You are so, so loved. 







^^^ I left the barn on Monday morning and Dawn agreed to handle Missy's burial arrangements. Later in the day she texted to tell me that at the minute they laid Missy to rest that despite the fact that there was no wind that day, a huge dust storm blew all around the farm for several minutes before blowing out. She told me that she gave Missy the best view of the farm at the top of the hill in the back field between two oak trees. I immediately knew exactly what spot she was talking about and I remembered taking a photo of that very spot a few years back. So I dug up this photo that I took years ago. Missy looking at that exact spot at the top of the hill, heavenly-like sunlight shining between the oak trees. Its as if she knew that that was always her spot. She always seemed to have a larger than life kind of soul, so I don't doubt it for even a minute. 

A video from the middle of June.

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This phase of life that we're in right now, it's a sweet one. It's also incredibly exhausting and patience testing and at times, full of self doubt. BUT! Life is good. It is so so good. And we spend our days together, doing nothing at all and everything that matters most, all at the same time. It's finally warm outside and everything is green and alive. He sings to me, "mama mama mama", she thinks that I hung the stars and Chris holds me together when I feel like falling apart and loves our babies more than breathing. So this is just a little video I put together from clips I've taken during this third week of June. Nothing extraordinary, just the ordinary... everyday, run of the mill, perfectly imperfect, beautiful stuff. Because life is good, and I want to freeze these bits of our life right now... so this is my best effort at making time stand still.


The third week of June. from Tisse on Vimeo.

Our five day RV renovation.

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We just took a three week road trip across the US. First we drove to Seattle and then we hopped on a boat to Alaska for a week and then came back to Seattle and drove home to Michigan. We had the absolute BEST time and I have tons of photos and such to share from our trip! I'll be breaking things up into multiple posts because seriously the amount of photos that Chris and I took is insane! So to kick off the #tissesroadtrip posts I'm going to share a bit about the RV we took. If you've been following along here for a while you already know that we have a 1975 vintage bus that we use for our camping trips. So before you freak out and think that I gutted that beauty, fear not! The 75 is still in her original orange shag carpet glory, this is a different RV! So here we go, this is how it all went down...

(I typed this up right before we left home in the beginning of July)

First a little backstory... 

My sister, Hannah, is getting married in Alaska the second week in July. Our family and the rest of the wedding guests have been planning to fly into Seattle and then take a cruise to Alaska together for the festivities. A little over a week ago those plans came to a halt and we were left scrambling to put together a new plan for my little family of four. Weston has been on and off batting ear infections the last few months and with the fluid situation in his ears we were advised to not fly with him until he could be evaluated by an ear nose and throat specialist. So with an ENT appointment booked for the end of July we figured our only other option was to road trip it to Seattle and meet up with everyone there for the cruise. Seems logical enough since we already have a big bus.

 BUT! That big 75 bus of ours isn't mountain worthy and would most certainly not have the gusto to make it through the Rockies. So that left us with one week to find and a new RV before leaving Michigan in time for the nuptials. 

We found an RV in Ohio that was perfect for our trip... And for some insane reason I figured that five days was plenty of time to do a full RV renovation before taking off on our adventure. It was a total race against the clock to get this thing finished in time but everything just sort of fell into place and we are so SO pleased with how it turned out. The RV was absolutely fine as is (which kind of made me feel a little silly at first about wanting to overhaul it) but it just didn't feel like us. And we figured we'd be spending so much time in it so it might as well be a space that we all felt at home in. It certainly feels like a homey space to us now and its left us  wondering how we are ever going to follow through with our original plan to sell this thing when we get home. 

So here is our five day RV renovation that was surprisingly budget friendly! A lot of the decor I already had or borrowed from our other bus so in total this face lift cost us around $400....and if you're looking for sources from our renovation, I've added links and such at the end. :) 

Here are a few of the 'before' photos... which are super terrible because I wasn't planning on posting about this, I just took them for my own records. Butttt I figured what's the point of after photos if you don't have the before photos to look at too. So, here they are...




And now, the 'after'...











pink runner rug
pink/gray/gold rug
gold rug
wood shiplap wallpaper
animal face wallpaper
chalkboard vinyl
stick on subway tile backsplash
cabinet pull handles
wool dreamcatcher
"not all who wander" sign (similar)
decorative washi tape
falsa blankets on couch and dinette
gripper paint
For the curtains I just bought two different pairs at target (I can't seem to find them on their website now?) and had a seamstress size them to fit our windows and then used sew on hook and loop Velcro tape and bits of the old curtain hardware to attach everything.
The metal "home" sign above the bed I found in the clearance section at Michaels. You can find a similar one HERE.

And I've been asked about a few things not shown in these photos that folks saw on my snapchat (I'm @tissespieces over there) during our trip, so here's the sources for those:

The wooden ball and track toy the kids were playing with HERE.
Navi's sewing tiles HERE.
Weston's lightweight carseat HERE.

My sister's wedding.

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My sister was married on the tenth day in July in Juneau, Alaska. The sky was filled with fluffy white clouds that danced along the tops of the mountains. It was about sixty degrees and the earth smelled like rain and it felt like the trees and the water and the sky and everything was just vibrating with love. I have never in my life seen a more beautiful bride than my sister on her wedding day. She glowed from the inside out and seemed more herself than any other day of her life. The whole day was just so easy, and peaceful and just everything that I ever could've hoped for her special day to be!

We had the best time spending the day with all of our favorite people and I'm forever grateful to have played a small part in their happily ever after! (Also, we are SO stinking excited for you to be officially joining our family, Charlie!) 

You guys! I love love! 

All the wedding photography was shot by our amazing friend and photography magician, Joel Allegretto. No matter where you are, if you're looking for a photographer, he's your guy! You can see even more of his photos from the special day in his blog post, here



Navi's shoes, here.
Hannah shoes, here.
Weston's shoes, here. 

Oh! And here is a little video I put together of a few bits and pieces of the wedding day. The song is "all of my days" by Alexi Murdoch and the video was made on my phone using the app "lumify". And you can see more photos that Hannah and I posted from the tip at #hannahsalaskanwedding


My sister's wedding. from Tisse on Vimeo.

On the road to Alaska, Part 1.

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We've been home from our road trip for about a month now, I figured its definitely time that I give these photos a home outside of my camera roll!

In case you haven't heard, we went on a big road trip across the US during the month of July for my sister's wedding (more about the wedding, HERE and more about the RV we took HERE). We left Michigan and then over the course of a week we worked our way over to Washington. It was an amazingly wonderful, magical, EXHAUSTING trip and we had an absolute blast! The photos here cover our trip from Michigan to Indiana, then on to Wisconsin, Minnesota and up to Souix Falls in South Dakota.











A film from October.

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Some bits and pieces of our October.

When she was four years and seven months. 

And he was one year and six months. 

And it was Chris's first October of his 30's.

And I was in the last few months of 28. 

It was the first fall that Weston could walk and the first fall that they were really friends. 

The weather felt more like summer than fall and the leaves and flowers clung on extra long and the earth smelled sweet and warm.



Bits of October 2016 from Tisse on Vimeo.

That time I went to Chicago with my sister.

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I went to Chicago last week with my sister Hannah as part of a little birthday celebration for her. We stopped at Lake Michigan on the way there and the wind was seriously insane, we took a video where I was trying to jump into the wind and my coat was parachuting out and basically moving me backwards! We ate an absurd amount of food (some favorites: Umami vegetarian burger! SO good! Stan's Donuts!), got tattoos and stayed up late annnnd braved driving in Chicago city traffic.... we are definitely not city drivers so we were super nervous about this one haha!

Happy, happy birthday, sis!! I love you to the moon and back, thanks for making me laugh until I pee and mostly for always leavin the light on for me.




And here is a little video I made from some bits of our trip if you'd like to check it out :)




Chicago 2016 from Tisse on Vimeo.

Sources for items in the video:
Hannah's coat
My fuzzy coat
My long coat was from Ascot and Hart last year
My pom hat
Hannah's "wander" hat
My backpack
Most of the sweatshirts/tshirts we had on are from our shop, HERE. 

Throwback to that time we went to Vegas, HERE. And that time we went to Florida, HERE. :)

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